Okay so I've always been struggling to find games I can actually relax in instead of enjoying trying to break the games in a cat way or just try to optimize them. I found an Oasis in focusing on people and their company instead of focusing on the games themselves, but that isn't always possible.
I've started my video games experience back in the day with battlefield play4free and plasma burst after dipping my toes in pawn game and TDP3/TDP4.
My most beloved game ever was the stalker series which I still hold close to my heart, but before long I found myself playing a.v.a. then CSGO and nowadays valorant, which if you play without good company can be quite draining and stressful.
I've tried smurfing in that game and just being chill, but honestly with possibly more than 20000 hours in fps games (8000+ in ava, 6000+ in CS GO, and idk how much in valo + non comp games like stalker or Battlefield), it can be stressful to have your skills fail on you in simple things if you don't don't play on "higher" ranks from time to time for a while.
I've enjoyed a lot of escape from tarkov YET ANOTHER FRICKING STRESSFUL GAME! As it was a little bit of multiplayer stalker for me I guess? But also honestly looter shooters are a bit cool. I can be a total menace in that game.
I've played a bunch of league, I'm highly resistant to toxic communities and it can be fun to troll people like that a bit, but after a longer while of being able to enjoy being ignorant I started learning it better which in case made me worry about my own performance since neither in valo nor league I'm able to enjoy playing anything other than comp games since people really don't take them seriously, troll and sbmm can be horrible.
I do enjoy Minecraft a lot, especially modded, but game just gets a little bit lonely imo after a bit. I think I'm looking for something more coop ish?
Back in the day I used to play sas4 and enjoyed it a lot as it was pretty simple but had a lot of replay potential with being able to open cases you bring back from missions to find better gear.
That's exactly how I found drg, and I've really enjoyed the game and honestly I'm getting slowly ready to go back to it again, but it can be just a little bit butt clenching at times. But that's the kind of games in looking for I guess? Something more rpg you can earn stuff in? Like literally stalker but coop I guess? But that also sounds like it could be a bit stressful :)
I also enjoy battlebit, hunt, and probably more games I'm forgetting about. Honestly at some point Instead of playing any games all together I found a series of books called warrior cats which allowed me to enter a community where the main fun was roleplaying (often making or joining a clan or you could call it an imaginary world aka AU) with other people while getting to know them a bit, which would most of the time end up in lots of time you're waiting for someone for like 10 or 15 min, before replying to them yourself for another 15. This in turn with how the community was highly artistic often requiring people to draw or write stories made for really comfy and relaxing evenings, sadly I'm 24 and not 16/18 where people in that community are 9-18 honestly 18+ being very rare. I'm in different furry communities but it's not the same vibe really and I feel a little detached tbf.
If you've read all of this, thank you from the bottom of my heart honestly even if you don't recommend me anything. For those who have some kind of an idea. Doctor, what do you prescribe? Teehee if you got the reference :p